
As
a young person having received visions created certain fears and not understanding
the importance of the connection of receiving or the interpretation prophetic
messages given. Why me ? to begin with, I have always had a love of spiritual
devotion & passion to and for God and Angels , always... it was in my heart
to please and honor Him to be of service and not knowing how . My passion was
f or everyone to recognize the greater glory of God within themselves, regardless
of their faith or belief not a religious ideaology...their own personal connection
to God to me is your own religion. whatever that may be.
I studied Edgar Cayce in my early teens and then later went to an institute
in Az. to further understand the studies of Edgar Cayce , at the Logos Center.
I studied with Bill Swygard out of body techniques in my mid teens to further
understand interpretations of dimensions and how to bridge them with past lives,
learning about past lives as well as regression therapy and using Bills techniques
assisting others. Shortly there after I had understood that I had been receiving
messages from others who had passed. Not realizing that this was a form of communication
of hearing other dimensions & realizing that not everyone was doing this
and feeling pretty frightened that I could.
I had been fascinated with
certain information of eastern cultures and philosophies just as though as I
had been living in those times.....reading materials such as Joan Grant, Elizabeth
Haich, Brian Weiss, Elizabeth Montgomery to mention just a beginning of a library
of information to understand what I was feeling and seeing and that our journey
never ceases more data and input. The scientific aspect to physics and how it
related to thoughts creating form and dimensions what was it we were really
creating and or are we really capable of this. To being responsible for what
we create in our thoughts and how they manifest in our lives. To coin the phrase,
" be careful what you wish for.....)
My
education continued as my career evolved to many different areas and facets
of communication fields. Having a degree in Psychology and public relations
, marketing, art scholarships which I spent approximately a year in Europe,
to cosmetology, real-estate , including the banking industry & in a few
states, then with the work field additional studies promotional ,human resources,
presentation skills marketing strategies.
I worked with Executives of Hotels to understand full facets of the industry,
then a sharp change to working to NBC, working as a production assistant to
Al Sternberg and up to the assistant to the manger at WCKT which was the NBC
in Fla. Now its WSVN, I believe. Producing children's shows and in turn working
to continue with other companies, Stan Webb and Peter Graves at Creative Film
and Sound with dubbing film on sound working in studios with the recording &
rehearsing of music with the rhythm section for the Bee Gees, I worked with
local studios and in working sound boards and getting into the technical of
sound and balancing in production, and many facets including script writing.
Then I took a turn and worked for my self in the beauty industry cosmetology
and modeled for many of the cosmetic houses like Chanel and others .....
Changed to banking and real estate to get a feel of the growing market trends
there and still continuing constant search as to where do I fit.
Then in Arizona, I went to work for National Media Group, Jim Shaughnessy, Paul
Webb of Hollywood Pacific Studios, Bob Marsh of American Express. They created
a group called National Media ......There became a different journey..... collaborating
all the work experience I had put together to date in my career and began an
amazing journey of one of the best times in my Professional career. Writing
,meeting with some of the most creative and brilliant minds that I had ever
met. NMG, Producing commercials with Harry Morgan, Michael Landon, Tom Selleck,
for National Review magazine, or for Insurance. Then producing Magazine Called
National Directory For real-estate in the West and working with all levels of
Builders, Developers, Investors, Architects, writing scripts, dialogue for operators
to commercials to Mabazine ads , Photos shots, layouts, every aspects in the
creating of the publications and organization of the magazine. Then Paul Webb
Moved the Business to California. I stayed due to family difficulties of illness
and loss.
Constantly working on the esoteric studies all along.
Edgar
Cayce studies, regression therapies,Yoga instructor (Hatha Yoga), Course in
Miracles Teacher, Reiki Master Teacher, Angels ,Aura Soma , Minister -Golden
Eagle Ministries ordained by Serge Martel, Counselor , Quantum Touch Therapy,
studied with Monks on breathing techniques, Chi breath of Life . Astrology and
Kaballah and physics, UFO phenomena, Naghammadi Library. It seems as though
none of it was enough for input, I couldn't get enough knowledge to settle the
frustrations and the unanswered questions that seem to be haunting me
Having in-between different times personal tragedies loss of family and divorces,
different traumas. I had become known as the "Hermit and Counselor "
amongst friends, having tried to get help in understanding what occurred and
why & choosing to take personal responsibility to understand what was my
participation in the dramas created and human behaviors and responses of people
and why do we react the way we do and how fear paralyzes us all on different
levels.
Professional counseling was effective to a degree then one of my more favored
counselors recognized the search I was doing and again I was directed back to
the esoteric studies and Edgar Cayce, The Masters of the Far East and so it
continued. I had already experienced one near death due to bad anesthetic .....
when they operate on you and you feel everything they are doing and you can't
move......, second one occurred in Oct 4 1996, again medical I had bled to death
due medications causing internal bleeding I didn't know it , talk about workaholic
tendencies....lips turning blue , teeth grey eyes were lost inside my head and
dark feeling,my heart pounding in my head... I thought I needed not to just
not be a wimp! to continue pushing myself.
Then
in 1997 January , I finally had some of the glue to piece some of what had occurred
to me to make sense when I saw Dannion Brinkley..... author of 3 different books
on death and dying and hospice... and the amazing work with veterans...,there
began another journey of another kind of intrigue... of spiritual understanding
and observation of energy on multidimensional levels. Hearing someone else's
story & feeling like you have stepped over the edge and you feel like you
have turned around and you were waving back at them saying,"Yeah OK, I'm
not wrapped tight. That you've lost it another words.
In my second near death
I had drank the Tears of Mary from the Crying Icon of Theotykos, In Blanco Texas.....it
has been on the show," 60 minutes " I had been documented in their
book as a miraculous healing. A continuous story for those who experience the
tears. I sent them to Dannion during his second near death I was told he was
anointed with them . That in and of itself the second of many new and additional
dimensions of spirituality and religious understanding of mysticism and prophecies
that continues.
Each near death experience
giving a totally different message.
The first was to restore
hope, the message for people not to loose hope, the second was to restore faith...
how often when we are tormented by interference outside ourselves or within
facing our own shadows. How we can loose faith in believing we are not deserving
and question ourselves and not feeling justified for our own existence feeling
invalidated ... and how to ameliorate fears... to be rid of the fears that plague
us.
That
was in part of what was received at the Church in Eloy 1997- 1998 and continues
at St. Helens , where the apparitions have occurred. There have been over 33
visits I had witnessed by this apparition. The first had over 1500 people who
had seen it . It is still occurring today & nightly at 8:30 PM they do a
rosary and it is constantly being witnessed day and night. I usually go in the
evenings. It needs to be witnessed to be understood the gentle love and amazing
scent of flowers & the presence of a Holy moment for each who comes....
it does change everyone who goes , each receives a miracle & does..... its
because we are miracles. We were created in Love and it is to Love we will return.
Much has changed for that
church since..... in a little town of Eloy, St. Helens Catholic Church.... and
receiving messages.... the priest who was there tried to change to appearance
of the Tower so as to not have the apparitions as visible only made it more
visible...... to the smiles of many in the local area. Sharing these experiences
to date and to go with groups as well as alone , the personal messages as to
the work and the world changes and new prophecies & or visions that when
the time was right I would be instructed by Mother Mary when to offer them to
people.
The effects that these visits have is in and of itself miraculous ...on those
who went to this amazing sacred space and the encounters alone are a story .
Most are left speechless, laughing , then crying and the change and transformation
begins.
One of the messages was how to use the body as an emotional map to be able to
track and release the fears, which keep us from healing and map it back to source
by using a simple technique to releasing the past or the point of inception
as to where the trauma occurred. To help the healer within each one of us, to
being more self empowered.
The third near death experience was a heart attack in the 2000, which was told
to me during my second near death that it would occur within four years....
True to form it did. The message was the forgiveness of self and of others so
that we would become blessed by Gods graces and receiving of our gifts what
ever that may be for each individual. 
I then I made a journey
to the mountains to open a center with a friend only to have found that that
was the most revealing time when I understood how dark people can get when misusing
energy manipulating and with intention and purpose and why people do the fear
based controlling that they due. Dark or manipulating of energy was of no surprise
to me ...... but to see and experience the manipulation of control based on
fear and the journey home from there was again an education on many levels.
What dimensions they call upon & how devastating that is and what in turn
happens to them and no one has to do anything just dial direct and ask God for
help and pray together and for each other and the power of prayer......for peace,
within and in our world. It can't start outside if it doesn't start within ourselves
first.
Having lost 17 people in the last couple of years in immediate family ...Dad,
Mom and Aunt and close family and 2 dear friends and my pet (puppy) who helped
me in my practice. You get a real interesting perspective of reality and what
you find value in and how to value life and those around you. That the only
thing we need to focus on is the present. How often do we find ourselves really
here and now.
Now I have an Angel team above who helps, and now talk about mischief..... I
have been finding they are and can be so connected now , the way they are with
the Love and the help to support our efforts here on earth.
And now the journey begins,stay
tuned .......
Halina and angels in fur
TESTIMONIALS
"I have known Halina Kacicki for almost two years. During that time, she has been instrumental in bringing me back from the darkness into the light.
I was referred to her by a friend at a time when I was questioning a lot of things in my life and wondering whether I was making the proper choice/ decisions for myself. She was described to me beforehand as someone who shoots straight from the hip, telling you how it is and pulling no punches. I walked into her office feeling very nervous and unsure, wondering what ugly truths were about to be unveiled.
Within minutes I experienced a feeling of peace and calm, as though I had been embraced by a presence far greater than I and infinitely secure. She did shoot "straight from the hip", but it was with a light from within and overwhelming in her message of Love and Comfort. The counsel she offered gave me hope and assurance, a sense of connection that I hadn't felt in a very long time.
Not long after that first meeting, my father died. He had been ill for some time, but it was still a shock. As is often the case, both daffodil memories and long-dormant angst came to the surface. Through the almost ineffable sense of Peace and Love that are the cornerstones of Halina's being, I was able to find a place within my Self of absolution and acceptance, which extended to other areas of my life as well. I have more confidence in my Self and my Purpose in this lifetime. Recently, with her Angelic care, she has continued to help me come to a similar level of peace and acceptance concerning my mother's impending death from cancer. Through her words and presence, I have been able to assimilate and enjoy Life on a level I never thought possible.
I have been lucky enough to experience how her spiritual qualities extend from her professional strengths into her friendships, as she has taken me into that fold as well. She considers herself to be here in this lifetime to bear witness to God's Love and Grace, and this rule holds fast both in her pastoral counseling and her interactions with her friends. She has a heart and a desire to Give and Love like no other person I've met."
--Elizabeth Dewey
25 April 2005
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